SIRO-1345 Amateur AV Experience Shooting 494

What have I done? I never thought that I would earn pocket money with my body until recently... I moved to Tokyo and started living alone for the first time, but I had never had a part-time job before, and my parents bought me everything I wanted, so I may not have had much of a sense of money. The money I received from my parents disappeared quickly, so I kept asking for pocket money and they got angry. But somehow, I was able to live with the money I received from my parents and a few short-term part-time jobs. About six months ago, when the timing was bad and I was out of money, I was invited to a trip to a resort facility that I had always wanted to go to. What's more, I heard that the person I liked was also there, so I really wanted to go. I didn't want to refuse because I didn't have money, so I borrowed money from a student cash loan without consulting anyone. The trip was very fun, but how should I pay back the money I borrowed on impulse? If I don't pay it back quickly, interest will keep accumulating... I can't even consult anyone now... While I was frantically looking for a high-paying part-time job, I found this photo shoot recruitment. I don't particularly like sex, but I don't hate it either. The guy seems to be a professional, so I guess I'll just have to let him do what he wants. I applied with that kind of naive feeling. When I actually showed up for the shoot, the guy was a little different from what I expected. From the moment the camera started rolling, he had an aura like, "Come on, show me your naughty side!" It was kind of scary... Did I come here with a completely wrong understanding? Eh, I'm being made to do so many different things? I regret it, but maybe because I'm a professional, I can't forgive myself for getting excited. After a long but short time, the shoot ended and I was given today's pay. I don't think I'll be able to spend this money as easily as I used to...